Project Boussh: Epilogue: Looking for You by Durandir The party had barely begun when Becki found herself surrounded. That was, in itself, such an alien sensation that for the first several minutes she didn't hear a word the five young men were saying. She had to ask them, as tactfully as she knew how, to repeat their names. "Anaugi," said the one who seemed to be their spokesperson. He went on to introduce his fellows (once again, of course; Becki smiled and tried to look more at ease than she felt): Kwah, Niugnep, Esiotrot and Eltrut. She despaired of ever becoming accustomed to Mendellian names; it was worse than trying to pronounce the names of ancient Celtic deities or Greek heroes. Why couldn't they all have nice, simple names like Thayer and Kirret? So thinking, she missed most of what Anaugi was saying after this *second* round of introductions. Then she heard a familiar name, and that pulled her back into the conversation. "Lord Thayer was magnificent," Anaugi was enthusing. "Leading the troops into battle. Lord Eugor, he'd never have done such a thing - he was one to send the men out to die for him without a second thought. Not Thayer! He's the first one into the battle! Why, we were honored to fight alongside him, weren't we?" Anaugi's four companions all nodded enthusiastically. Oh, that explained it: they were pilots. "You're . . . um . . . the Graces?" Becki guessed. "Yes, milady! Grace Seven at your service!" Anaugi said with a quick bow. Were all Mendellians so formal? she wondered. At least he wasn't inclined to kiss her hand. "Actually, Esi and Elt here are Finches." "Though the General says perhaps we'll move up to fill some of the vacancies in Grace Squadron," Esiotrot put in eagerly. Becki glanced at him in gratitude for the sound of a different voice, but he blushed and ducked under her gaze. "Aye," Anaugi picked up where his friend left off, "after the two of you shot that TIE fighter off General Nivag's tail, he could hardly do otherwise! Now, Kwah here, milady - it's a wonder he's still with us, it is. Why, he didn't even last till we engaged the enemy fighters; it was one of the Admonitor's guns that got him. Disabled his ship, but not him, you see!" Becki smiled uncertainly, while Kwah glowered at Anaugi. "Now as for me - " Anaugi began, but to Becki's great relief, his words were interrupted by a cheerful, familiar voice. "You boys aren't giving the lady any trouble, now, are you?" said Reth, coming up behind Anaugi and laying a hand on his shoulder. Arm in arm with him was Kirret, who favored Becki with a wink and half- smile when the pilots weren't looking. "General!" Anaugi said, his eyes widening. "No, we were just - " "Doesn't matter," Reth said, dismissing the situation with one of his brightest grins. "There's someone looking for you fellows." "Noreh," Kirret nodded. "And she did not look pleased. I wouldn't keep her waiting, were I you." The Mendellian pilots scattered, like kittens spooked by a loud noise, and Becki sighed with relief. Then Reth also took his leave, with a quick kiss for Kirret, and suddenly the two women were alone. "Thank you," Becki said. "Who's Noreh?" "A pilot. The only girl in Grace Squadron. In fact, after Drazil died in the attack on the Admonitor, Noreh's the only female pilot in the whole of the Mendellian Air Force. They're all trying to woo her, you know, even those two Finches. Of course she plays it for all it's worth." "Was she really looking for them?" "After I hinted to her that to do so would be a kindness to you." "Me? What's that supposed to mean? She doesn't even know me. Does she?" Kirret didn't reply, but there was something suspicious about her smile. Beginning to feel alarmed, Becki tried again. "And why were those five so eager to talk to me, anyway? Shouldn't they have been following this Noreh around?" Kirret's chuckle in response to that was no less suspicious than the smile. "They're not fools; they have eyes to see. And they love their Dictator very much." "Well, I gathered that. But I don't see - " Kirret sighed and met Becki's gaze. "What it has to do with you? Well, in Mendellia everything depends on the royal family. You curry favor with the Dictator, or you curry favor with the King and Queen. I suppose the Graces hoped to get an early start." With that, she turned and started walking away, but not before Becki saw that the odd smile had returned. Then the import of Kirret's words hit her, and she hurried to catch up. "Hold on, Kir. Do you mean . . . ?" Kirret stopped and turned to frown at her. "Don't you know?" The look on Becki's face must have answered her question. "Perhaps not. He hasn't asked you yet?" "He?" But there was really no doubt now what Kirret meant. "Thayer?" "Of course Thayer. Unless you've been falling in love with someone else in the time you've been here." "No, I . . ." She looked away, unable to shake the feeling that she'd missed something somewhere along the way. "You think he's going to ask . . ." "Really, I'm surprised he didn't ask you after the first kiss. You'll make a wonderful Queen, my dear." The genuine warmth of Kirret's smile, in a face normally so cool and aloof, was somewhat disorienting. Becki walked silently beside the Mendellian woman for a while. Then suddenly Kirret spoke again: "By the by, someone was looking for you, too. Really looking for you - without any hints from me." Becki looked up at Kirret, and only now saw where her friend had led her: They were in the very middle of the area set off for dancing, and there was Thayer beaming at her. His bow was to Anaugi's as the eagle's flight is to - well, to that crazy, fluttering dove that her parents kept as a pet. And he did take her hand to kiss it, and she smiled despite herself. "Hi," he smiled. "Hi." She felt foolish, and she felt perfect. "I'd have sought you out sooner, but I've had trouble getting away. Next time let's have the party elsewhere, so I needn't play the host." Next time sounded ominous, at the moment. "That's all right," she smiled carefully. "Your Graces have been keeping me entertained." "Ah! They're good men, you know. Also brave and lucky, to have survived the past few days. But now that you're here - " he bowed again - "Might I have this dance?" "Um . . ." She looked around uncertainly at the couples already dancing; the song wasn't one she knew, but it was fast, energetic, with a strong, heavy beat, and not much suited to any kind of dancing she cared for. "I don't know if I . . ." "Kirret tells me you can waltz . . ." "Waltz? Yes, certainly, but the music - " But he only grinned, and moments later she found herself in a most improbable closed position, waltzing obliviously. It was too much: she laughed for delight. "You know, generally waltzes work best with three beats." "Just follow my lead," he grinned. "Sure, but if I trip trying to keep up, you'd better catch me." "Always," he promised, his eyes more bright than was their custom. And for a time, she relaxed, followed his lead, did not trip, and was at peace, while the irrelevant music blared in fours all around them as they whirled in threes about the floor.